I don't know what triggered these feelings.
But I miss the past
I know that going back won't make me happy
I have changed
They have not
What we once had was wonderful
But that's in the past
I'm not me anymore
I wonder who I am now
They told me I was different
But
I already knew I was someone else
I was so happy
I dont know when I lost
That happiness
And I don't know if I'll ever get it back
But I think it's better to know I was happy
Than never had known it
All the memories that ashamed me
Know put a smile on my face
And make me laugh
It's hard to believe it hasn't been that long
When it feels like it happened 50 or 20 years ago
