Sometime I don't understand the things I do
or the actions I take
In the back of my mind I know I made the wrong decision
and I know it will harm me in some way later in the future
but in the moment it feels right
and it will bring some form of momentary pleasure or snappiness
and I believe on the "living in the moment"
bullshit
I honestly want to ignore the future, pretend like I have no future
and I really don't care about the future
Im sure everything will work fine
I just want to eat octopus everyday and be ok
