Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Say hi to someone else, not me

I came home at 4pm
I was supposed to be here @ 3pm.
Therefore I'm a horrible daughther


I woke up at 6am
Therefore I'm the worst kid

I dyed half of my hair black
Therefore I shoul be dissowned?

I get excellent grades
No lower than A-
I never go out without permission
I tell them where I am going
And with who.
I txt every 5 minutes
To let them know where I go
I sing at church,
I participte.

They ask me to clean the house,
Unwillingly,
But I do it.

Who do I have to be
So they like me ?

Isn't it enough
Having to be 
One person for the world
Someone different for my friends 
An unkwon person at college
And now...
I also have to be a stranger 
In my own home?

So I guess I have to be 
Some one else 
Not me
All the time?

But 
Then....
When do I get to be me?...