Sunday, December 2, 2012

Daydreaming



In a recent Job interview I was asked
"how often do you find yourself day dreaming?"
But how do you answer a question like that?
How often?

So often...
so often .... I don't recall a moment when I wasn't
I day dream of at least 5 different things a day
sometimes childish daydreams
magical encounters
sometimes absurd daydreams

Sometimes a daydream becomes how i wished my day had gone
nothing special

I spend so much time daydreaming
it's got me thinking,
what if i Stopped?
what could i accomplish?

But i don't want to stop
im afraid to stop
the past days
weeks
months
have been so hard
I can barely keep myself composed
all i have are my dreams
without them I don't know who i am
they are an extension of me.

My dreams can't be shared
they're my own private island
where only I am aloud
If someone came in to my dreams
they would no longer be mine
I would no longer be me