I was bursting with pure joy
it was real and it was true I wasnt dreaming
I don't know what made me so happy
It's just a normal day
I could be happy any other day
I thought about many reasons for why i was happy
and I still don't know why
I know that when other's are happy around me
I can't be happy
Because I envy the happiness they have
When people suffer I enjoy it
but It also depends who is suffering...
Im a horrible person
I dont understand how people would like to stay with me
And Im thankful for the people that do stay with me
